Rainy!

Right, nothing here is done by half it seems. I wish the baby diseases of this trip could just END and let me have a good time. Is that really too much to ask? Lucky its only been like three days and we have lots to go! We moved to Copacabana today, to a lovely hotel, with real beds and a lovely bathroom, it is pure heaven. BUT. Our group of four were separated. Not two in each, NO, we have three people in one room and my best friend was left alone with a girl we haven't met yet in another room. And I feel totally insecure and left alone! She is like my safe spot, that i can hold onto when theres downs. I'm such a baby. But of course, its only for one night, and she'll stay till bed time.

I love this place though. Right now, its pouring. Raindrops the size of footballs, and yet its not cold! Lovely! We have walked to an internet café, and I'm soaking wet, but whatever really. :) I love how tropical it feels, and it feels like we've been here forever already. My food problem is sort of solved, I do have problems with nausea at home as well, due to stress. Makes me grumpy when I can't keep food. But I try to avoid the things I know makes it worse, like milk and too much sour things and such.

Tomorrow we will leave for our three week trip, it feels exciting and fun! The reason we moved to a real hotel is because the trip takes off from there. Some of the people we will travel with are already here, I laid eyes on a hot guy, and guess what? He is Norwegian. Sigh. So much for the exotic brazilians huh?

I look forward to Ilha Grande, I have a feeling it will be calm and nice, to sooth my nerves a bit. This 'best friend has a boyfriend' gets to me more than I want to. He keeps leaving comments on our shared blog, and it makes me want to scream at him to leave us alone. I feel so stupid for this, that I can't accept him, my friend thinks its because its A guy, but to me, really, its because its THAT guy. It feels so wrong that he is so much older. And a selfish part of me thinks he takes her away from me. He seems sweet though, I hope it feels better when I get to meet him, for the sake of my friend, I don't want to hurt her, and she gets sad when I don't talk about him, or ask her questions and so. I'm working on it, it just takes some time to get used to the thought. Its been only me and her for so long now.

Tonight, there will be a meeting about the trip, it will be nice to see who we are travelling with!

When we arrive to Argentina, we will try to get some football tickets as well. Our aim is deffo Boca Juniors vs whatever really. I'm very fond of Boca Juniors, they bare my colours and my beloved spanish techer, who also sort of got me into football, with his love for Atléti, have talked about them a lot. I hope to get to see them.

The pics, which I do not know how to put together nicely, is from Botafogo, where we lived at first.