Okay, so this trip keeps coming closer and closer. Right now, all I want to do is curl up and hide underneath my quilt... Just stay where everything is safe and familiar.
But at the same time, I want to go.
I don't want to stay here, where I work my ass off, get pressured to start study NOW, even though I got accepted to Law and my future is almost safe and there is nothing to complain about really.
I don't want to stay here where my best friend just got a new boyfriend, who I hate although I have never met him (he's 18 years her senior), 'cause now she has almost no time for me, and all we do is fight because we are both loaded with pressure and anxiety. She's the one I'll be travelling with, btw.
I dont want to stay here when my grandfather died yesterday and my grandmother lives in our house now, heartbroken. It kills me to see.
I sent away my horse, my baby, to a friend to take care of when I'm gone. I miss him so much it hurts. Physically. I saw a picture of him a few days ago, at my other best friends birthday party, and I broke apart, crying.
I have to get away.
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Oh Malin i am so sorry to hear about your grandfather! This must be a really tough time for you to leave your family but i completely understand your reasons and you are young,unattached and deserve this fantastic trip so much!
Thank you for thinking of us non-swede's by starting this blog! We will miss you but will keep an envious eye on your blog.
The beaches look fantastic, i am so jealous! xx
Aw Malin, you really have a lot of stress at the moment. This trip seems to be exactly what you need. Laura is right (did I just say that?) you deserve to get away.
I look forward to keeping up with your amazing adventure and I'll try not to burst with jealousy.
Have fun and try not to behave too much ;o)
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