Sunshine

Sorry for the lack of photos, the computer on this island won't accept the camera, sorry. Will be back with photos when we leave then.

Today it's been hot and sunny, we left our chalet in the morning and headed out in the jungle in search for abeach. Had to climp through some quite rough terrain before we found a cute little beach. (pictures later, promise promise)

I got terribly sunburnt of course, but luckily, it doesn't hurt much.

Yesterday we went out on a restaurant with the rest of the group, I sat face to face with the cute norwegian guy, he was really nice, but my friend ruined everything for me when she said "God you're so obvious!" After that I almost didn't dare to speak to him.

The entire group was going on a boat trip today, with barbecue and caipirinha, but none of my friends wanted to go so I ended up not going either. Pity, HE was on it, and when I ran in to him just now he was really drunk. I could have made a move. But thanks to that, not going on that trip, I felt depressed all day. Have barely said a word, and my friends thinks I'm behaving really bad. I just don't know what to do. I feel so terribly lonely. I want someone as well. Someone who cares for me, that I can feel the same way about. But it seems kind of hopeless. I even miss my asshole of a boss. Or, at least being close to him. Feel secure for a while.